I think about you every night before I go to sleep, I don’t even know why. Honestly, I probably just need to move my bed into a different position or get some new sheets or sleep at the other end or find someone else to think about. It’s not so bad, I just would rather think about someone relevant but now that I think about it there aren’t any relevant people in my life. The people I want in my life don’t really want to be in it, and those who want to be a part of my life I don’t want to let them in. We’ll see. I think I’ll just get some new sheets.
Update: Well that was easy. Ask and ye shall receive. Honestly, besides this minor annoyance, this has been the best week I’ve had in a long time. If I had to describe it, it would be like hearing a distant hum from the guts of an ancient machine starting up again since a long forgotten time.. if that makes any sense.
